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In Memory of Joshua,
His Story
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On That Day In History: December 14, 1998
On December 14, 1998, while the world moved forward with its headlines and history, Josh entered it — and changed our lives forever. This reflection honors the day he was born and the love he left behind.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 14, 20252 min read


Josh Baez: 2/5/22 - Forever in My Heart
Josh: caring, kind. Missing you. Heaven's angel.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Apr 5, 20252 min read


A Heavenly Visit: My Final Encounter with Joshua
In the night, grief-stricken, Joshua came. Not as he was, but glorified. He prayed for me, a heavenly language, a final blessing.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 22, 20253 min read


Heaven's Embrace: An Encounter with Joshua
Tears fell, then warmth. A hug from beyond. My son's presence, a thin veil away. Gratitude from heaven.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 22, 20252 min read


Sounds of Remembrance: Music By & For Josh
Remembering Joshua Through Music This Track was written and produced by Justice Deplume (Juan Lopez) Dedicated to Joshua 🙏 Another...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 18, 20251 min read


Josh Marks His Presence Here
On the one year anniversary of when I published on social media a few of Josh's belongings when I stayed in his bedroom.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 18, 20251 min read


A Touching Tribute from Nehemiah Garcia
Nehemiah Garcia's tribute to Josh, his cousin: "He was a light in this dark world... I will continue his mission of spreading God's word."
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 9, 20251 min read


Honoring Joshua Baez: Community Memories and Reflections
As we gather to honor Joshua's memory, we're reminded of the power of community in healing. This platform connects those touched by his life
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 1, 20252 min read


Ironing Out Grief: Reflections on Joshua's Final Outfit, July 6, 2024
My reflection, recounting the journey of ironing Joshua's burial clothes and the deep significance it held then, and what it means now.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 27, 20243 min read


Changing Seasons; Winter to Spring in Translation
This was written two years after I saw the wreckage of Josh's car. Winter lingers, but I wait for spring's rebirth. #losses #faith #hope
Marcy Baez Lopez
Apr 23, 20242 min read


Guarding Innocence: Joshua's Rescue and God's Grace
This blog post sheds light on the urgent need to raise awareness about the haunting reality of child trafficking and exploitation.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Aug 16, 20234 min read


Remembering Josh's Courageous Journey To Arizona
Arizona, 2021. Josh's journey of hope, dreams, and unforeseen challenges.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 24, 20232 min read


Reflecting on Time: 1 Year 5 Months Since My Beloved Child's Passing
Grief is a journey. My faith in Jesus has been my anchor, my strength, and my only way through.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 5, 20236 min read


A Psalm of Marcy
Marcy stood at the crossroads, the path ahead shrouded in darkness. The whispers of despair echoed in her ears, tempting her to surrender.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jan 15, 20231 min read


Buried Soul
Time stretched out like an endless desert, each grain of sand a moment of despair. The horizon offered no hope...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jan 6, 20231 min read


Celebrating Birthdays After Loss
When a loved one is no longer here, birthdays can feel especially heavy. This post offers eight thoughtful ways to honor their life and keep their memory alive.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 18, 20224 min read


Dear Josh: Written for Joshua’s first birthday after his passing — December 2022
Written for Joshua’s first birthday after his passing, this letter reflects a mother’s grief, love, and the ways we honored him when celebrating without him felt impossible.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 18, 20224 min read
Poems By The Late Joshua Baez
Joshua's unique voice shines through in these poems, blending whimsy with profound reflections on life and time.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 13, 20222 min read


The Day of Thanksgiving
A week ago was Thanksgiving. I didn't know how I would get through the first holiday of this season... but, I made it! I am making it...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 2, 20224 min read


Surviving The Holidays After Loss
Have you experienced a recent loss or in the past few years? Someone close? Someone you love deeply? Is it a grandparent or parent, your sibling or a child? Another relative? Perhaps a friend, neighbor or special animal? This season can be difficult for us. Very difficult. For me it's my first without my son, Josh . I didn't plan for it to be. I wasn't sure what to expect. I heard from others how hard it is going through the first year maybe second or even third. And then cam
Marcy Baez Lopez
Nov 26, 20225 min read
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