I can't believe it's been 9 months. I haven't written here since the start of summer. I did draft a post and have gone back to it since, a few times, to reread or update and edit. It's a difficult post that I haven't finished, but I do want to publish it soon. It's about Josh's accident, the investigation and my faith walk through childloss. I still don't know how it is that I am here right now... I am still breathing and I am still living. There was a time on this journey wh
