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In Memory of Joshua,
His Story
Death & Loss


Josh Baez: 2/5/22 - Forever in My Heart
Josh: caring, kind. Missing you. Heaven's angel.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Apr 52 min read
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A Heavenly Visit: My Final Encounter with Joshua
In the night, grief-stricken, Joshua came. Not as he was, but glorified. He prayed for me, a heavenly language, a final blessing.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 223 min read
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A Touching Tribute from Nehemiah Garcia
Nehemiah Garcia's tribute to Josh, his cousin: "He was a light in this dark world... I will continue his mission of spreading God's word."
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 91 min read
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Ironing Out Grief: Reflections on Joshua's Final Outfit, July 6, 2024
My reflection, recounting the journey of ironing Joshua's burial clothes and the deep significance it held then, and what it means now.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 27, 20243 min read
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Changing Seasons; Winter to Spring in Translation
This was written two years after I saw the wreckage of Josh's car. Winter lingers, but I wait for spring's rebirth. #losses #faith #hope
Marcy Baez Lopez
Apr 23, 20242 min read
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Remembering Josh's Courageous Journey To Arizona
Arizona, 2021. Josh's journey of hope, dreams, and unforeseen challenges.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 24, 20232 min read
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Reflecting on Time: 1 Year 5 Months Since My Beloved Child's Passing
Grief is a journey. My faith in Jesus has been my anchor, my strength, and my only way through.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 5, 20236 min read
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Buried Soul
Time stretched out like an endless desert, each grain of sand a moment of despair. The horizon offered no hope...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jan 6, 20231 min read
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CELEBRATING BIRTHDAYS AFTER LOSS
How do we celebrate a loved one’s birthday after they are no longer here? Read on to learn of 8 ways that help us honor and remember them.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 18, 20224 min read
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DEAR JOSH
Wednesday December 14, 2022 Dear Josh, I feel so sad today. How do I celebrate without you here son? Your absence is especially felt...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 18, 20224 min read
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THE DAY OF THANKSGIVING
A week ago was Thanksgiving. I didn't know how I would get through the first holiday of this season... but, I made it! I am making it...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 2, 20224 min read
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SURVIVING THE HOLIDAYS AFTER A LOSS
Have you experienced a recent loss or in the past few years? Someone close? Someone you love deeply? Is it a grandparent or parent, your...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Nov 26, 20225 min read
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THE GREAT DIVIDE
There's a great divide between us now. One unexpected. Un-imagined. Undesired. Where I am you no longer are. Where you are I long to be.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jun 23, 20222 min read
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God's Whisper in Sorrow: The End is Near
"The End is Near..." I heard moments before closing his casket. This brought me comfort, peace and hope. And with that, I closed the casket.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jun 17, 20222 min read
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