I Hate My Life: Learning to Live After Loss
A deeply personal reflection written four months after the loss of my son — exploring grief, unanswered prayers, shattered expectations, and learning to embrace life again through faith and healing.
May 162 min read
Is There No Escape?
A raw and haunting free verse poem exploring vulnerability, silence, public humiliation, and the desperate question: Is there truly any escape from suffering witnessed by the world?
May 161 min read
Best Avocado Smoothie in St. Charles: Pho Ly Hidden Gem Review
After years of searching across states for the perfect avocado smoothie, I found it in an unexpected place—a hidden gem in downtown St. Charles. Pho Li isn’t just a restaurant, it’s an experience… and for me, home to my “healing drink.”
Apr 72 min read
The McNally Review: A Pot of Gold on Main Street
A cozy evening at McNally’s Traditional Irish Pub turned into one of the best veggie sandwich experiences I’ve ever had — complete with Irish Coffee and Guinness chocolate mousse.
Mar 12 min read
Finding Light: Healing, Home, and Hope
Life has brought significant challenges – from heartbreaking loss to unexpected moves and 'floods' of memories. In this update, I share our story of perseverance, the commitment to rebuilding Budget Genealogy, and how every act of support is helping us create a path forward.
Jul 15, 20256 min read
Identity
I have spent much of my life seeking the approval of others. From an early age, I felt the sting of rejection and, I must confess, was governed by my own insecurities. This journey toward self-awareness began in the most profound and painful way imaginable: with the unexpected and tragic loss of my son, Joshua.
Jul 12, 20256 min read
Overcoming Sadness
Seven years ago, I learned a profound truth: it's okay to feel sadness, as Jeremiah and Jesus did. Sadness is a genuine emotion, a gift from God allowing us to fully experience life. However, we aren't meant to dwell indefinitely in that sorrow. We must rise beyond it! Rise from the ashes! Rise from our sadness, rise from our sorrow, and rise from our grief. Embrace every fragile emotion, but do not linger there. Allow hope to blossom within, igniting the passion that compels
Jul 12, 20253 min read
