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In Memory of Joshua,
His Story


Josh Baez: 2/5/22 - Forever in My Heart
Josh: caring, kind. Missing you. Heaven's angel.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Apr 52 min read


A Heavenly Visit: My Final Encounter with Joshua
In the night, grief-stricken, Joshua came. Not as he was, but glorified. He prayed for me, a heavenly language, a final blessing.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 223 min read


Heaven's Embrace: An Encounter with Joshua
Tears fell, then warmth. A hug from beyond. My son's presence, a thin veil away. Gratitude from heaven.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 222 min read


Sounds of Remembrance: Music By & For Josh
Remembering Joshua Through Music This Track was written and produced by Justice Deplume (Juan Lopez) Dedicated to Joshua 🙏 Another...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 181 min read


Ironing Out Grief: Reflections on Joshua's Final Outfit, July 6, 2024
My reflection, recounting the journey of ironing Joshua's burial clothes and the deep significance it held then, and what it means now.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 27, 20243 min read


Remembering Josh's Courageous Journey To Arizona
Arizona, 2021. Josh's journey of hope, dreams, and unforeseen challenges.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 24, 20232 min read


Reflecting on Time: 1 Year 5 Months Since My Beloved Child's Passing
Grief is a journey. My faith in Jesus has been my anchor, my strength, and my only way through.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 5, 20236 min read


A Psalm of Marcy
Marcy stood at the crossroads, the path ahead shrouded in darkness. The whispers of despair echoed in her ears, tempting her to surrender.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jan 15, 20231 min read


Buried Soul
Time stretched out like an endless desert, each grain of sand a moment of despair. The horizon offered no hope...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jan 6, 20231 min read


CELEBRATING BIRTHDAYS AFTER LOSS
How do we celebrate a loved one’s birthday after they are no longer here? Read on to learn of 8 ways that help us honor and remember them.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 18, 20224 min read


DEAR JOSH
Wednesday December 14, 2022 Dear Josh, I feel so sad today. How do I celebrate without you here son? Your absence is especially felt...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 18, 20224 min read


THE DAY OF THANKSGIVING
A week ago was Thanksgiving. I didn't know how I would get through the first holiday of this season... but, I made it! I am making it...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 2, 20224 min read


SURVIVING THE HOLIDAYS AFTER A LOSS
Have you experienced a recent loss or in the past few years? Someone close? Someone you love deeply? Is it a grandparent or parent, your...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Nov 26, 20225 min read


IT'S BEEN 9 MONTHS
I can't believe it's been 9 months. I haven't written here since the start of summer. I did draft a post and have gone back to it since,...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Nov 17, 20223 min read


THE GREAT DIVIDE
There's a great divide between us now. One unexpected. Un-imagined. Undesired. Where I am you no longer are. Where you are I long to be.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jun 23, 20222 min read


God's Whisper in Sorrow: The End is Near
"The End is Near..." I heard moments before closing his casket. This brought me comfort, peace and hope. And with that, I closed the casket.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jun 17, 20222 min read
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