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In Memory of Joshua,
His Story


A Heavenly Visit: My Final Encounter with Joshua
In the night, grief-stricken, Joshua came. Not as he was, but glorified. He prayed for me, a heavenly language, a final blessing.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 22, 20253 min read


Heaven's Embrace: An Encounter with Joshua
Tears fell, then warmth. A hug from beyond. My son's presence, a thin veil away. Gratitude from heaven.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Feb 22, 20252 min read


Ironing Out Grief: Reflections on Joshua's Final Outfit, July 6, 2024
My reflection, recounting the journey of ironing Joshua's burial clothes and the deep significance it held then, and what it means now.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 27, 20243 min read


Remembering Josh's Courageous Journey To Arizona
Arizona, 2021. Josh's journey of hope, dreams, and unforeseen challenges.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 24, 20232 min read


Reflecting on Time: 1 Year 5 Months Since My Beloved Child's Passing
Grief is a journey. My faith in Jesus has been my anchor, my strength, and my only way through.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jul 5, 20236 min read


Buried Soul
Time stretched out like an endless desert, each grain of sand a moment of despair. The horizon offered no hope...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Jan 6, 20231 min read


Celebrating Birthdays After Loss
When a loved one is no longer here, birthdays can feel especially heavy. This post offers eight thoughtful ways to honor their life and keep their memory alive.
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 18, 20224 min read


The Day of Thanksgiving
A week ago was Thanksgiving. I didn't know how I would get through the first holiday of this season... but, I made it! I am making it...
Marcy Baez Lopez
Dec 2, 20224 min read


Surviving The Holidays After Loss
Have you experienced a recent loss or in the past few years? Someone close? Someone you love deeply? Is it a grandparent or parent, your sibling or a child? Another relative? Perhaps a friend, neighbor or special animal? This season can be difficult for us. Very difficult. For me it's my first without my son, Josh . I didn't plan for it to be. I wasn't sure what to expect. I heard from others how hard it is going through the first year maybe second or even third. And then cam
Marcy Baez Lopez
Nov 26, 20225 min read


It's Been Nine Months
I can't believe it's been 9 months. I haven't written here since the start of summer. I did draft a post and have gone back to it since, a few times, to reread or update and edit. It's a difficult post that I haven't finished, but I do want to publish it soon. It's about Josh's accident, the investigation and my faith walk through childloss. I still don't know how it is that I am here right now... I am still breathing and I am still living. There was a time on this journey wh
Marcy Baez Lopez
Nov 17, 20223 min read
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